Friday, July 03, 2009

Devastation

Im not usually like that.. but words cannot describe how i feel now..

All that I feel is regret and somehow, irritated by my procrastination.. things shouldnt be delayed this long.

I hope you'll forgive me.

Regret only fuels drive, and i promise you, things will be alright.

gosh. i guess this is gonna be only Emo stage 1.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Sweet cherry make it awful

Back in action.
Boredom calls..

Oh well.

Anyway it's a wednesday night after long days at school doing fricking IDEAS.
Yes we're forced to come up with a dumb idea and sell our idea through a product.
whatever happened to sudden creativity juices that we were encouraged to develop.
Screw the module coord man.

Hey, wait a sec. its the first post of the new year.
I should start afresh with fantasic new philosophies and conceptions.
not forgetting a brimful of positivity too yea.

nah the only thing driving me to school now is the idea of the 9 weeks of holidays to come.
I'm still all for time outside school and enjoying the youth we're having.
hahaha whole loads of bullshit.

Anyway.
I'm having low tolerance to the usually-not-that-irritating-people these few days.
call it the 'Bata going back to school special' kinda thing. (hahaha)
but i realised i've had it with bullshit from people.
self centered and attention seeking flops.
DEATH TO THEM Muahahaha.
ok getting outta hand here

Oh yes, and the Taiwan/HK trip report 2 weeks back
ok on the first day, we took cathay pacific.. (frankly i'm too lazy to recall so link up to my bro or sister's blog)(pssst she got her hair tangled up in a comb and had to cut a turf away to get it lose)

Maybe the year wouldn't be so bad.
Year 2's fast on its way.
no more IDEA crap.


'Awful' by Hole
They bought it all, just build a new one make it beautiful.

nice.
welcome in, 2007.

Monday, October 23, 2006

Save tonight

well well..

was updating the list of bored phucks and decided to pop by to blog a thing or two..
anything new?
hmm yea i guess.
I yelled at the new maid for waking me up in the most irritating manner.
finished the psychology project.
lek leked.
felt bad about yelling at her.
small tension encounters at poly too.
everything's fine now.

and i will buy the old fallout boy album. promise you on that..

anyway, i was listening to the song 'somewhere over the rainbow' by Israel Kamakawiwo'ole in the train on the way back home.

and i realised under all the melodious tunes and peaceful beats, the song's actually damn sad.
the lyrics and stuff..

wiki states:
Many feel the song epitomizes the hopes and dreams of youthful aspiration for an ideal world of love and joy.

nice.

And,

blast these:
the used - Let it bleed
U2 - sweetest thing
Arctic monkeys - I bet you look good on the dancefloor

Thursday, October 12, 2006

The pros and cons of breathing

Back after a hiatus of about 3 weeks.

Yes, Krabi was a millenium back.
Look to my friends' blogs for details of it, i'm not that big on extremely slow photo uploading and stuff.

IMF appreciation reception next tuesday.

CYA interview today.
and i think i won't be selected.
oh well, floorball, here I come.
Or do i really need a CCA?
tough life, once again..
sucks being 17 eh? hahaha

There's something about the human brain that find normal routines of other people very interesting.
I was on the train sorting out my tangled mess of mp3 earphone wires when i looked up and saw 4 pairs of eyes fixed on my hands.
Call it creepy but i guess people's life can get so boring, so much so that they would resort to observing the way people do things.
Just like how we would stare at our classmates cleaning the whiteboard in class.
cool stuff eh. people are strange (bored) things.

Ok, dumb shots at psychology aside.
I sorta got picked on by the mech lecturer yesterday.
Apparently, i grew old but didn't grow up.
smile, nod, and shut up. all that I did.
C'mon dude. loosen up man.
Bring out the damn freaking child in you.

Anyway,
we visited Vivo city.
really nice.
goofed around at the rooftop playgrounds.
sat with legs dangling off the railings on the sundeck.
tried to push yvonne into the waters of the synthetic beach.
popped straws at macdonalds.
yeah, such classics.

ok, i'm gonna catch up on my sleep now and i'll be on time for class tomorrow.
who am i kidding.. haha

And listen to these tracks:
panic! at the disco - but its better if you do
fallout boy - nobody puts baby in the corner
motion city soundtrack - my favourite accident
motorhead - ace of spades

ps. ok audrey, so i blogged already. And thats about the ONLY panic at the disco song i like aight? :-)

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Of business jets and 777s

well, it's the imf working period now.

a little update on whats happening.
morning shift 7.30-3pm everyday for 9 days.
3 days left.
transportation info desk with random attachments to the limo-door-opening service.
Thoroughly impressed when the 7 series BMWs flick on their headlights when they turn into the driveway.
Koped transport guides from the bus terminals.
Entered marina mandrin's brochure room.(seriously, its a room fully dedicated to endless piles of leaflets.)
Saw Camie de souza report live from my infodesk, with a total of 9 NGs.
Oh yeah, and there was a protest on education today at the CSO area.
Enjoying the 15% discounts at pastamania.

enough about it. jealous aren't you? :)
Gives me another reason to ask girls to have lunch with me at pastamania eh.
cheapo.

anyway, with only a weeks decision on holiday plans,
we booked a trip to krabi with the poly mateys.
yeap, excited as hell.
TR.
A320.
budget terminal.
nice resort.
BEACH.
and lotsa lepaking to do.

Back to today,
yvo, shaman and i attended azli's gig at gas haus.
fantastic play.
other than azli forgetting his lyrics.
hahaha sorry dude.

whew.
just returned from an extremely long day of imf, attending the gig, dinner with grandparents, a trip to the airport with the pals for any special IMF charters, and then to pasir ris park to catch a few minutes of the arsenal vs man u match.

now, i'm bored.
and i blog.

KLM's 772s coming to town soon!
BA's too!
777 fiesta.
yeah, we need those.

Ever thought about this.
snails know you're coming.
but they cant move fast enough to get out of your way.
sad life isn't it?

I made damn sure i left every single slime oozing smail alone.

thts abt it.
5.55am tomorrow.

I feel sick already.

Monday, September 11, 2006

Don't you remember?

What is it about being the last person on the last bus home that makes one think about the bus captain's way of life.

well, you're on your way home.
and the poor guy in front has been on this loop service for the entire 12 hour shift today.
sad isn't it?
1.15am makes you have stupid thoughts like that i guess.

Anyway, we went to the airport today.
again.
yes.
south cross.
han's.
budget terminal.
777s.
320s.
boring.

but nevertheless, nice company.

i'm getting some apple in ear earphones tmr at funan.
here's to a nice, long, noiseless, musical journey for the months of long polytechinic-bound train rides to come.

The charm of Alkaline trio's back.
But love for Coheed and Cambria still stays.

Thats all for today.

IMF.in.a.day's.time.

Saturday, September 09, 2006

Open your eyes

Man... IMF fever indeed.

Funked up, delayed uniforms.
Confusion over schedules.
GEMS interference.

Singapore 2006 indeed!

We're 3 days away from the event but a handful of us still haven't got our schedules.
Or uniforms.
Some don't even know where to report for work.
Some are changed to other hotels at the last minute.

Ok, enough whoring.

Anyways, it's been a good week..

I packed my room.
Polished my dear bike.
Bought a gulfair 343 at $55.
caught up with old friends.
Did all the lek leking i could do.
Settled the murderous plan with Yvonne; a pay of 50 cents per hour for the casualty clearance job.
Airport plans with the pals.
Mastered blood red summer on guitars.
Shaving off bad habits.

To do list:
Visit grandparents.
Taper jeans.
Continue keeping the room in the neat condition.
Shutting people with problems with me tapering jeans up because its only gonig to be a slight taper.

Yup that's about it.
The simple life.
Right...

The results for sem 1's gonna be out soon.
Guess I'l be finalising my plans for the beachside cafe with suspended chairs already.

hahaha.. keep dreaming my mates.